Written Way Back in 94…

When things are low, life is down and time is still
my senses are telling me to shine through and go
for whatever I want in my life, to reach out Yet
my instincts tell me to hide, forget what I want 
feeling sad and sorry, while believing I’m 
desperate enough to quit. I try to open
up and go through what my senses
want but problem is my instincts
dominate my senses to the
point my 
senses are lost and

therefore are useless to me. 

There’s a question I want answered but it can’t
be because its a total mystery and seems it has
no definite answer the story always says 
in time it will be answered in its own
way and if you are blind at the time
its answered then it will remain
unsolved for eternity. Its so
special it can only
be seen once.

Only then and only then at that time it can truthfully 
be determined  It takes time too much time it
feels like it will never happen so don’t let
yourself be too worried about it that is
passes you right up without a trace of
a clue to  begin to solve. Just wait
because when your ready for it
to come it will be there and
ready to share.

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My Tidbits and Poetry…

Okay, I am going to finally share some of my precious writing with you from years on back…I hope maybe reading through these and copying them to my blog may inspire me to write poetry again…

These will be under the category “MY THOUGHTS THROUGH WRITTEN WORDS”…

Maybe, I may inspire you…

Hope you enjoy…Feel free to comment if you would like…

Again…Thank You for continuing to follow, read, comment and like…

Where Have I Been???

Yes, you are right in assuming, I have not written for a few days…I admit I have failed and I am not PERFECT…Right now though…I am struggling with waking up and crawling out of bed…I am trying to get back into the habit of writing on my blog…Truthfully though…I have learned to just accept myself where I am at…

If I do not have the burning, yearning desire to write…I won’t do it…It is not fair to my readers, followers or even likers for me to blog/write when my heart and head is not there…

That is WHERE I HAVE BEEN…

den 127 Matthew 4:16

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This is the beautiful rainbow God blessed us with seeing today…Day started out exhausting…We went to the hospital with all three kids at 1 a.m. and left around 3 a.m.   Husband just couldn’t take the pain in his back any longer…He was getting nauseous and was unable to sleep…He was able to get a shot and some pain relief medication to take home…Today, he is feeling better and able to move about…Not much of a diagnosis though…Just told him to take it easy and continue doing what he needs to do…Thank You God that my husband is feeling better…

Everyone in the house was just super tired and moody today because of the late night for us…But life still goes on…So off to the store the oldest two and I went…My daughter said she heard raining in the store but we just figured it was the sound of the air conditioner…Well, it did rain and she was right…As we were walking out the door we spotted this rainbow…I wanted to take a picture of it but I didn’t have my camera…Then my oldest son reminded me that my cell phone had a camera…He had to show me where it was on the phone…But here are the pictures…It is absolutely breathtaking…It has been a long time, since I have seen a rainbow this big and stretched across the sky…I believe it was God’s promise to us…It was one of those mysterious signs/plans that God has in place to remind us that he loves us and he is in control of everything…I cannot explain how much better I felt immediately…The sight of it literally had me in tears…It was amazing to me…Thank You God for your amazing and beautiful creation of the Rainbow…

As the kids and I were driving…I was telling them, that they could of missed out on the opportunity to see the rainbow…If they were engage in their DSI, Tablets and/or Cellphones…But since they are grounded from electronics…They were able to see the Rainbow…Just another reminder from God too…That I am doing a great job as a mother…They followed it as long as they could as we drove home…But when we got home…It could not be seen…It had not rained at our house…Even though, we are only 10 minutes from the store…Thank You God for making sure we went to the store today to see the Rainbow…

It is late yet again…So need to call it quits for the night…I will try my best to talk to you about school and tell you more about my day…For now, off to bed and enjoy you morning my readers…

Your Beauty and creations God…Are perfect in every way…

Matthew 4:16 NIV says,

the people living in darkness have

seen a great light; on those living

in the land of the shadow of death

a light has dawned

PÄIVÄ 126 2 Samuel 22:29 NIV

Quick One tonight…Kids are still up been that kind of day…Trying to take care of hubby, kids, house and myself…Kids have been very busy and active this evening…It doesn’t matter if I put them in bed…They still cannot fall asleep…So, I let them have a later bedtime when this happens…Another beauty of homeschooling…

Hubby is having severe pain in his hip and back area…I would assume he has a pinched nerve in his hip…But that is just my opinion…He is having difficulty getting comfortable in any position…So, I need to spend my time helping him to feel better and get rested…

Today though, had another moment that God isn’t finished with me yet…When, I thought, I just got another problem under control…He allows something else to pop up in our lives…Now more strict parenting is in the works…I see now, why my relationship with God is so important as a parent to ensure that I raise my children up right…And, that I continue to trust in God that he has my back when I make these tough parenting decisions…

Will share tomorrow more about my school plans…For now, I just received a phone call this afternoon…HOORAY FOR ME, I GOT ACCEPTED INTO SCHOOL!!! 

Now, off to go care for my family…And maybe squeeze in a good night’s sleep later…

Thank You God for giving me the strength to continue to do what needs done in my position as a mother, wife and daughter of yours…Thank You for clearing my path for me to go back to school…Thank You God for my continued patience and love with my children as we learn together to become more like you…

God, your blessing are always given without any reason except your love for me…Praise your wondrous name for all that you do…

2 Samuel 22:29 NIV says,

You are my lamp, O Lord; the

Lord turns my darkness into light.