Written Way Back in 94…

When things are low, life is down and time is still
my senses are telling me to shine through and go
for whatever I want in my life, to reach out Yet
my instincts tell me to hide, forget what I want 
feeling sad and sorry, while believing I’m 
desperate enough to quit. I try to open
up and go through what my senses
want but problem is my instincts
dominate my senses to the
point my 
senses are lost and

therefore are useless to me. 

There’s a question I want answered but it can’t
be because its a total mystery and seems it has
no definite answer the story always says 
in time it will be answered in its own
way and if you are blind at the time
its answered then it will remain
unsolved for eternity. Its so
special it can only
be seen once.

Only then and only then at that time it can truthfully 
be determined  It takes time too much time it
feels like it will never happen so don’t let
yourself be too worried about it that is
passes you right up without a trace of
a clue to  begin to solve. Just wait
because when your ready for it
to come it will be there and
ready to share.